The way I see it is if you want to do something enough you will find a way and you will find the time to do it.
I have heard it said that 'we' all have something inside of us that is waiting to be born, forget about 'alien' the movie, I'm talking about that something that will take us forward or backward maybe, but it will take us somewhere and show us something. Sorting the real from the unreal?Forget about doing something so complicated as that and just find out what it is inside of you that is waiting to be born.
It is hard to sit still for long for most of us, we are used to instant answers and we want instant success and we want it now more than ever. Because of our learnt impatience we grab at things and hope that this will do the trick. The bookshelves are full of 'how to' books. Throw them in the bin and get on with looking at yourself in the mirror of your own mind. You are it! 'Oh no am I'? Yup!!
Of course the 'odd' technique to enter deeper realms of relaxation are worth an investment, but they only take you in and if you don't want to go in, in the first place you may just keep going out, quite literally, until there is no in left to go to.
What I mean by that is the idea of entering into the spirit of relating to yourself a little more honestly and to stop looking for answers out there. Do you need the 'guru' or does the guru need you? If there were no criminals there would be no need for laws and policemen. If there were no disciples there would be no guru's. Seekers of the truth! There is no truth is there, and if there is who knows it, Jesus, Buddha, the Virgin Mary? I have no idea myself so I make it up as I go along, or do I ?
"Oh dear this guy seems to be a fool" Anon
There is a truth of sorts, it is the truth that if you keep going through the various layers of your thinking mind you may hit a place inside of yourself that is quiet and peaceful. Now that to me is a kind of real truth and the only way I know that is because I have experienced it. If I had, had a vision of all the saints etc I may just as easily believed that but I haven't. The closest I've come to this is through my yogic experiences of peace and serenity and if it doesn't get any better I really don't care. The reason I say there is 'no truth' is in the sense that the old saying 'it's all in the mind sums up quite well'. The mind is a strange thing indeed, as the universe is a vast and expansive realm of unknown dimensions to most of us, so is the mind. What can you do about that, study psychology? Hmmm.....
You may be one of the lucky one's that has already found this 'something' and you may be well on your way to enlightenment, or your first million. Or you may be like me, a struggler for the truth, a truth that never seems to come that easy. 'Oh why me'? I have heard myself say in the past. Well why not me! What is there to do now? What is it you/I have been avoiding doing now for so long that we've virtually forgotten about it? If you look you may just find something hiding away just out of sight. I may of course be talking rubbish, indeed I probably am, after all what the Hell do I know about anything?
On my journey to here I have read many books on health, healing and all the surrounding districts. I have come to no major conclusions yet on who has got it right. But I know what works for me now, more than at any other time in my life. This is the trial and error method, if you believe it try it, even if you don't believe it, try it you may just blow your own mind in the process!!
This is it! This is the main show so what are we waiting for? Are we saving ourself for something that may happen at some unknown point in the future. One thing I'm pretty certain about is that this is now and now it will always be until now runs out and I think 'shit I knew I should've done that stuff yesterday'.
'What'?
Breathing - Relaxing - Surrendering - into the unknown birth of each precious moment.
Hari Hari Om .... . . . . . . .
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